That was worse than I normally would be. You need to know that. If it was a natural progression, it would have been slower with more warning. I don't want you to be terrified of my illness. It can be life-threatening, but so can anything. I think it's subjective. It's on the list of topics if you put it there. So, while we're on the list, is there anything else you want to add to it?

I know that. It's a big brother irrationality. And it's maybe amplified now because he'll be scared of losing me ten fold.