What are we supposed to be doing? Do we go back to how we were before? Do we live together? Do we keep our distance? Do we keep on the hush? Do we just pretend nothing happened and try to do what we did before?

Well, that's what happens when you get fucked over. I wish it could've gone down without hurting anyone, but I don't know. I feel guilty, but I felt guilty when we were still with them too. Pat didn't have to give us the time of day, especially when he's in hospital. Plus, Aiden hates me.