I'm getting that. As long as Campbell gets his sleep that's all that matters. Oh god, is she okay? Is he okay? I can imagine the miscarriages would have been hard... But to punish herself like that. I want you to slap me if I do that. Not that I'm assuming we'll have a miscarriage. She wouldn't have second thoughts about the marriage, that's crazy. It might... Or I could have thrown them out.
I think he'll pout, and the world will fall on its knees. He's going to everyone wrapped around his little finger.
Well, he mostly does. I think a lot of her thoughts and feelings are subconscious. Sometimes you don't realise how down or hurt you are until someone else points it out to you. You just go on functioning. She said she didn't know she was doing it until Andrew talked to her. I know, but I guess if she was withholding on him and not giving much intimacy wise, that would be your first fear, wouldn't it? Especially with Ali's past history with relationships. Shit, you didn't, did you? What if we do it wrong? Can we Google it?
At least Andrew did talk to her about it, imagine if he'd never said anything. She might have continued. It could have blown up even worse. I don't know, if they're not in the drawer, I'm not sure where they would be. I think you can Google anything.
I think he broods on things a little because he doesn't want to hurt her more, but deep down, he's a pretty strong bloke. He's still struggling with the booze thing, but you wouldn't know it to look at him. He's, like, Super Dad. I'm never standing next to him, because I'll look like crap in comparison. Last I spoke to her, he was heading home so they could talk. I hope they sorted things out. She called me to complain about a Brazillian. Just like the good old days. Okay, I Googled. Unless you got a butt thermometer, you stick it under his arm until it beeps.
I know. I want to keep touching him to make sure he's real.
Which I can understand, but I'm sure he'd never hurt her. No, you really wouldn't. He's an amazing bloke. Hey, you don't look like crap, love. You're doing pretty well, you know. A Brazillian? I think I just cried a little. I couldn't ever face one of those. Before or after birth. I told you to put it under his arm.
Of course he wouldn't, not intentionally. Ali's just fragile, and now we have Campbell, I can see why. She's had two babies die. How would we feel if Campbell had died? I don't know if I could function. Yeah, a Brazillian. She wanted to be sexy, but he apaprently doesn't think she needed it. Aw man, he's trying to do the wriggle pretzel thing again. He's restless now I've woken him up. Do I just stick it under there? What if he doesn't like it? He's not going to like me undressing him.
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agentcampbell) wrote2010-01-17 06:51 pm
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I think he'll pout, and the world will fall on its knees. He's going to everyone wrapped around his little finger.
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We're so fucking doomed.
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But he is beautiful.
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I know. I want to keep touching him to make sure he's real.
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Me too. He's the best thing we ever did.
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I still can't believe he's mine.